~My pretty profile in incomprehensible words~
`SaMMy`
sWeEtEsT EigHtEeNnN
Cracked 07.01.1989
ADORATIONS ______
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Zipped up my MUM's mouth! v(",)

CAN I SAY TAT I'M THE HAPPIEST WOMEN ON EARTH RITE NOW????!!!!!! I JUST COULND'T BELIEVED IT... WE GT BK TOGETHER!!!!!! i'm sosososososososososososo SUPER DUPER HAPPY rite NOW.....

Although we are frens for the past few daes, i juz cant gt used to the way he treated mi.. it's lyk reali FRENS u noe.. as for todae, i went over to his parents newly open food stall to help up and oso to wait for him to cum bk frm work.. i help up as much as i can as i'm not injected so i cant touch the food in the stall.. soon later he came bk, and we went up to his place as he needs to take his shower and all... when i step into his house... the whole kitchen is in a MESS!!! everything was everywhere k.. all the unwashed dishes, pots and so ON AND ON AND ON... due to both his parents are busy at the food stall they gt no time to tidy up the house and the worse thing is his sisters aren't doin all tis chores.. he was quite piss when he saw the mess.. so i decided to clean up the mess in the kitchen which seems lyk it had not been tidy up for the pass 1 week???!! the washing was tiring... MANI MANI MANI things to was and MANI MANI MANI areas to clean.. in the middle he came in to give mi a hand.. i appreciate it alot.. after the cleaning and washin for abt an hour i guess?? then i proceed to help him with the cutting of vegetables in the living room as his parents needs help on it.. so we quickly cut them and pack them up and bring it down to them..
we came bk to his place for dinner.. brought bk some food frm the stall.. we had nasi lemak... the sambal was SEDUP man! after the dinner we rested for awhile and decide to go down to help his parents to close the shop..

At that time i was tired and suddenly the feeling is bk.. those things came floating in my mind and i didn't noe why my tears drop infront of him.......... he asked mi y.. i didn't say anithing. he asked izzit b'coz i'm tired? i shake my head and kept quiet... we headed downstairs.. but my tears juz came stop flowing lyk a BURSTED tap... he pulled mi aside.. he uses his hand to wiped off my tears and asked mi y again... finally i burst out saying tat i'm juz now use to him treating mi lyk a fren and not used to him not holding my hands and not used to him not kissing mi.... he repiled.. does it makes mi feel better if he kiss mi.. i said yes.. he kissed mi on my forehead... i asked him again.. but... but does ur kisses juz to makes mi feel better? or izzit a sincere kiss for mi... he said its juz to make mi feel better.. AT TAT VERI CRITICAL TIME i felt tat i'm the most tragical women on earth and i started crying again... i didnt wan to look at him in his eyes... SUDDENLY HE HUG MI!!!! and he asked mi will i ever lied to him again lyk wad i did... i said NO I SWEAR I WILL NEVER DO IT AGAIN.. IF I EVER DO IT AGAIN HE CAN IGNORE MI FOREVER... i hugged him so close to mi as i never never wanna lose him again... after all tis i reali noe how much he meant to mi and how much i love him.. and how much i need him by my side all the time in the rest of my life... he forgave mi and asked mi not to do it again.. i knew that he loves mi as much as i love him...
FROM NOW ON I'LL TREASURE U WITH MY WHOLE HEART AND SOUL... I PROMISE!!
~HAPPILY EVER AFTER~

OK PPL~ i noe u guys muz be thinking its so dramatic rite?? but it's ture ok!

I'M SO SO SO SO HAPPY RITE NOW!!
I LOVE U MORE THAN ANIONE ELSE KAEX!

lastly, i wanna thanks all my buds around mi who cares abt mi as much as he does.. i reali appreciate u guys as my frens...
i wanna thanks Qin, Bing, Yvonne, GRJ, Jessie...
I LOVE U GUYS MANI MANI!!
*/MUACKX/*

I'M SO HAPPI, I'M SO HAPPI, I'M SO HAPPI 'I'M SO HAPPI, I'M SO HAPPI, I'M SO HAPPI

Don't let me walk with him
It's you i want to walk with
Don't let me talk to him
It's you i want to talk with
Don't let me fall for him
It's you i want to fall with

u'll always be kept in a special corner in my heart, not for now, but forever...
well.. yesterdae.. we broke up.. 3yrs 2mths 2daes relationship had ended.. juz lyk tat... i noe its my fault.. i lied to him.. tis was last my last chance but i had lost it totally.. u noe.. i was totally lost at the moment, i wanted to burst out crying.. i had to hold bk, i dun wan to brust out infront of my new SIM mates.. after tat i went to meeet Bing as it was her b'dae.. i saw lots of lovely couples around mi.. I JUZ FEEL LYK SLAPPING THEM!!!! i forced myself to be strong and try not to mess things out as it's her b'dae.. i cant hold ani longer.. itcame rolling down my cheeks.. i told Bing abt it.. i try to put everything aside and not to spoilt the atmosphere.. after their dinner and a few rounds of pool games Bing Von and mi headed to my place.. hey promises to accompany mi.. i acted as normal but i'm hurt deeply.. it's too late to regret.. it's all my fault!! his msg came...... askin mi when i'm free to take my things bk frm him.. i brust out again.. but we continued msgin.... somehow many beautiful moments came floating in and out of my mind makes mi wan to cry more and regret more.. i swear tis was the worse i ever felt in my life.. i onli knew it rite now how much he's to mi and how much i love him.. well.. i sneaked myself out over to his place at 2am plus.. at the very moment i saw him i cried.. i wanted a reali big hug frm him sayin tat he forgive mi..... but tis will nv happen to mi.. we had some talk.. but afterall.. the breakup is for sure as he said.. wads done it's done.. too late.. i've gt 2 choices.. whether to still be frens or either dun contact ani more.. i choses the 1st one of coz.. but he say.. it's purely frenz tats all.. tat makes mi hurt even more.. i noe he's as hurt as i'm.. i can see frm his facial expressions.. but he's determined on the breakup.. IT"S MY FAULT.. F**K MI K.. he sent mi home but i somehow fainted for a moment.. i can remember wad happened....................................................................

i went out wit him todae.. we went for lunch and a movie... i wasnt the same animore.. we didnt hold hands at all it's lyk total strangers, i felt hurt but i muz be strong and not to drop my tears infront of him... but i still did.. i didnt noe why when i comes to him... i'm such a loser!! but later, we held hands.. i recalled wad Bing told mi.. even if he says wadever mean things, afterall the relationship had lasted for 3 yrs and for sure.... everyone one will have feelings.. i think it's real ture... but i reali hope we shall not be frens animore as i dunno i can take it till when and i reali wanted to burst!!!

DEAR I NOE I HURT U MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE DID.. I REGRETTED..
I WANTED TO TELL U TAT.. ~~~~~I'M SORRY~~~~~~
I LOVE U MORE THAN ANIONE ESLE DID..
I MISS YOU BADLY

Well.. a week since i last updated... and i'm doing it rite now all b'coz of my deary Jessie... she demanded for it... hehehehehex.. not reali interestin todae instead of PROJECT WORK PROJECT WORK AND STILL PROJECT!!!!!!!!!!! goin crazy ahz.. so mani bloody hell project to do and so mani problems. i woke up damm early at 8.30 todae.. i had to reach skool at 10!! OMG tats early rite.. i didnt take the cab wit Sara all coz it's simply, TOO EARLY!! first thing i did was to have my BREAKFAST PLUS LUNCH. guess wad i had? let mi tell u.. i had the famous BBQ chicken chop with butter rice.. i tell u..... DELICIOUS ahz! nv regret! and.. IT"S ONLI $3.50. took some funny pics while doin and we were crapping all along with the GIRLS TOPIC!!! hahahax... so funny.. SOMETHING juz kept coming to my mind which maks mi wanna laugh my head off lol...

Angeline said: "by drinking guys sperm will make ur boobs grows bigger..."
~I wonder WHO SAID TIS`~
We laughed and said :"REALLY MEHX???"
Angeline said: "YA!! my friend told mi.."
We: "HAHAHA... u believe ahz??"
Angeline said:"Not really lahz"
We:"still laughing" LOL
Angeline said:"THEN WHERE TO GET GUYS SPERMS HUH???!!!"
wE: "REALI BUST OUT LAUGHING" EVERYONE WAS LOOKIN AT US..
Tiffany said:"go ask ur father lol"
so mean hoh her... hahahahahahax... but it's reali damm FUNNY lolx..

later in the nite, went jogging wit him... hehehex.. FUN but TIRING.. jog veri far ahz.. frm my place to westmall and jog bk again... I"m STAYIN AT JURONG LEH.. i'm half dead by now... off to bed dude...SEE U SWEEtieS TML!!! `mUaCkX`

infact i juz find my life boring... y cant my life juz lead on happily everydae? treat mi as u treated mi juz lyk 2 daes ago after TAT incident? has been a long long time, since u treated mi lyk tat do u noe?????????? tat's wad i wanted frm u.. but eveything wasn't lasting as wad i expected.. it's happening again... it's flowing again.. non stop.. i'm heart broken once again.. i noe tat will not last forever on mi.. muz i do it once again for u to treat mi as how u treated mi 2 daes ago? muz i reali do tat?? wad i'm feelin is, u r treatin mi well, b'coz i did smth tat u had been lookin forward to for the pass few mths.. when everything is over, which means the good daes is ending soon... your attitude changes real fast... wad i ask for is onli a simple relationship whereby my guy can pamper mi and care more abt mi... maybe it muz HAPPEN again.... i have gt no choice.. no offence if u happen to see tis. tis is wad i think and feel in my heart and i gt no one to share wit.. so i blog...

i'm hungry!! i wanna eat!! todae was quite a boring dae for mi.. went lunch wit Sara and KokYong at the newly build market!! so nice and big~ hahax.. 1st time step into tat hawker after nearly 2 yrs? i guess.. the enviroment was fine.. better then b4.. guess wad we had? 3 of us.. we ordered chicken rice!!! yummy~ infact not 1 plate eat k.. we order 1/2 chicken and a plate of rice each.. well, i noe it's alot for 3 person to eat 1/2 a chicken.. i wld't deline i'm turning into a pig soon.. but the meal was gd! NICE headed to the bus stop.. time to go SKOOL! wOoOHoOo~ i love to go skool.. Kokyong should be in skool but he's wit us.. he said his lesson was at 9am, and he said he's goin to skool after lunch.. which is 1 plus.. might as well dun turn up at all rite? worse thing was he's studyin at NYP.. planned to take bus, but was kinda late.. so we accompany him.. took bus to westmall then we took cab to SIM.. GRJ and Jo was waitin at the bus stop for us to arrive on the RED CARPET hahahax.. i realised smth when i reach... GRJ nv bath... she super SMELLY~ hehex.. kidding lahz.. it was the stupid shit smells, dunno come frm where oso.. lesson starts.. not much attendance todae.. todae's lesson was boring.. Mindy and Tiff NV TURN UP!! so bad.. sooo.. then clz was damm quite without their laughter.. hhee.. so.. i gt no choice to listen to the bore to death lecture.. i realised times flies when i listen to lecture.. did not when aniwhere except to Westmall again wit Sara to have a short short walk. i buy my PJ at Giordano hahax.. 5 basic T at 20 onli.. so worth it! i took their XXL so i can wear it long and sleep wit it! say alreadi it's PJ! hahax.. so comfortable, soft.. lastly.....
~HOME SWEET HOME~

Well.. i noe it's late and i should be in bed by now... but i juz couldn't sleep if i dun blog.. hahax.. hmmm.. lets start frm yesterdae as i missed it.. hax.. crap~ yesterdae, late evening, went town wit him.. did some shopping at far east.. but my shopping ended up spending 100 plus.. damm it.. i'm broke sooner or later if i spend in tis manner.. let mi share wit u guys wad i bought.. hehex.. i bought a pair of patent white sharp flats, then a green flowery top, a tube, then follow by 2 shirts for him and a delicious dinner at breeks.... hahax.. enjoyed my dae for sure! after dinner i headed home, was quit tired actually.. then i realise there wasn't anione at home.. and i tried to call my Mom, Dad, Bro... but none of the line went thru.. i was LOST!! felt something wasnt rite.. i was too tired to keep callin so i went for a shower... my aunt called, she told mi tat my family went over to malaysia will be back onli tml... i was lyk... WTH??!! why i wasn't inform?? ArGhHhh... nvm.. even if they told mi i'll not go wit them either.. hahax.. makes noo diff... v(",) ok.. tats all for yesterdae...
todae........ SUNDAE
i woke up at 2 plus 3.. i had not sleep for such a long time man!! feelin super fresh.. and the gd thing will... HOME ALONE!! no naggings and noises irritating mi.. so i decided to quickly get my house work done... mop the floor, clean my room and lastly, wash my smelly cloths! i'm feelin super lazy.. so i stay home... thru out the dae.. so relaxin! hahax.. juz can stop moving mouth... had instant tom yam noodle for lunch then i make my own potato salad!! it's super, duper DELICIOUS k... i swear! the mayo is tasty, together wit my cooked potato, boiled egg, ham, prawns and lastly PEPPER!! left it chilled for awhile.... then.... HeMmmmMmmMmmM~~~ OhHhHHhHhH~~~ yUmMmMMMyYyyYy~~~ hahax... i'm mad i noe.. well i shall stop here.. guess ur mouths are watering rite.. hahax.. nItEx! v(",)

GoOd EvEnInG eVeRyOnE
Hahax... tis is my new bloggie!!
i'm so happi i gt a new bloggie....... i noe i'm mad... at tis hour to start a blog rite?! hehex.. Once u guys see tis better come and tag mi everydae k! MUST K!
Long time since i last blog.. kinda miz it.. :p todae.. hmmm.. i mean yesterdae.. had a great dae in skool... went skool early wit Sara then met up wit GRJ the JO they all.. they r doin project, i'm there too.. extra rite?? hehex.. coz i wanna take cab to skool so i went wit Sara.. Cheaper ma cab fare... v(",)
had english lesson todae.. lesson was boring.. she was screaming thur out the lesson.. so.. wad i did was taking pictures using my lap.. hahax.. pics are cute!! had great fun wit my crappy classmates.. they are as mad as mi too!!! thank godness i'm not in a boring clz.. hahax.. i shall let u guys see one of the most outstanding pic i had taken... hehex.. "IT'S SCARY"
hahax.. SCARED??!!
aniway i shall stop here.. gt my project to do lahz.. seeya ppl!
nItEx!

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